I want more...I wish for the best...I don't want to take the mediocre now, and want to wait for the better...
But I'm afraid the better may never come....and then I'd have lost even the mediocre....
I wish I knew the future....but knowing the future already changes it, because now you know, and will act differently...
Just as explained in "Next" movie..., starring Nicholas Cage...
"Here is the thing about the future. Every time you look at, it changes, because you looked at it, and that changes everything else. "
Also...knowing the future will destroy the beauty of surprise....
What a hard situation that is.....
If there was just an assurance, without detail, that I'll find the perfect, and will be happy....that's going to be GREAT...