evening everyone

i am new in here...to sum up the long story that started 7 years ago...i was born to a muslim family and was raised as a typical muslim....untill i reached around 18 years old...i started my journey as a ''thinker"..i read about every religion you could imagine...very deeply..and ended up as an agnostic for a while....but something always felt wrong...after a while,i started watching el malakoot TV..every bible quote i heard back then felt like it was talking to ME about my own life which was a weird coincidence...the first bible part i've ever known was the sermon on the mount...it's odd how it completely changed my life..the first prayers i've ever prayed were''al ajbeya"and that's all i knew...now i strictly fast...and pray and everything...untill i decided to finally go to church...i first went to an orthodox church for a lent mass...it was seriously the most spiritual day of my life!...even the chanting was giving me goosebumps.....my family?at first they didn't pay much attention to it as they thought i wasn't serious about that..then after a while they got really offended(which is funny as they found it ok to be an agnostic before)..i never had a copy of the bible yet but i have it in an audio form on my phone
.p.s...i apologize for advance for typing my comment in english...i find it a bit hard to type in arabic...so it ever bothered you..let me know and i'd try to repeat it all in arabic